Evgeny Meshkov found Thiaoouba Prophecy book when he was 20 years old. After having several life experiences that proved the complete truthfulness of the book, he tried to do his best to spread Thiaoouba's message.
Throughout the history of mankind there have been
numerous accounts of people going missing under bizarre circumstances, some of
which are seemingly impossible to explain.
Yet, as our knowledge and understanding of the
Universe grows more and more with each year, sometimes we do become capable of
explaining some of such stories.
Such is the case of the story that describes the
events, which took place back in the second half of the 19th
century.
Christian Ashmore and his family, consisting of
his wife, his mother, two grown daughters, and a son of sixteen years, lived in
Troy, New York.
They were a well-to-do family who were respected
by other people and who had many friends.
About in 1871 or 1872 the Ashmores moved to
Richmond, Indiana, and a year or two later they settled in the vicinity of
Quincy in Illinois, where Christian Ashmore bought a farm.
Some little distance from their farmhouse was a
clear spring, from which the family would take water for their domestic use at
all seasons.
It was at about nine o’clock in the evening of the
9th of November in 1878, when Christian’s son, Charles, left the
family circle near the hearth, took a tin bucket, and went in the direction of
the spring to fetch some water.
By this time, it was a routine. And so, when
considerable time had passed, and Charles still had not returned, the family
became uneasy.
His father went to the door by which his son had
left the house, and called his son. There was no answer. He then lighted a
lantern and with the eldest daughter, Martha, who insisted on going with him,
went in search.
A light snow had fallen, obliterating the path,
but making the young man's trail clearly visible; each footprint was plainly
defined. After going a little more than half-way the father, who was walking
ahead of his daughter, stopped, and elevating his lantern stood peering
intently into the darkness before him.
'What is the matter, father?' Martha asked.
The reason her father stopped so abruptly, was
that the trail of his son had abruptly ended, and all beyond was smooth,
unbroken snow. The very last footprints were as clear as all the rest; and even
the nail-marks were distinctly visible. There were no trees around, and no
rocks on to which he could have jumped - the footprints just stopped. And there
were no tracks leading away from the trail that Charles had made.
The sky was full of shining stars, and there was
not a cloud to be seen. It wasn’t possible that there was another snowfall with
the edge so defined, that it left some footprints uncovered, while completely
covering the rest of them.
They went around the trail in order to leave it
undisturbed for further examination. Proceeding to the spring, neither
Christian nor Martha had shed a single word of what both had just observed.
The spring was covered with ice, which was hours
old.
Four days later the grief-stricken mother went to
the spring for water. When she was passing the spot where the footprints had
ended, she heard the voice of her son. She was eagerly calling to him,
wondering about the place, as she would hear the voice from one direction, and
then it would appear to originate from another. Finally, she was exhausted with
fatigue and emotion.
Back home, when her family questioned her about
what the voice had said, she was unable to tell, yet she insisted that the
words were perfectly distinct.
At first the family thought that the voice was a hallucination
caused by the mother’s great anxiety and her disordered nerves. But during the
following months, at irregular intervals of a few days, the same voice was
heard by several other family members, as well as by other people. All of them
said it was unmistakably the voice of Charles Ashmore; and all agreed that it
seemed to come from a great distance, faintly, yet with entire distinctness of
articulation; and yet none could determine its direction, not repeat its words.
The intervals of silence grew longer and longer,
the voice fainter and farther, and by midsummer it was heard no more.
A more than a century later, a man by name of
Michel Desmarquet was abducted by extraterrestrials from his house in Cairns,
Australia.
The extraterrestrials would prove to be from the
same planet that Jesus Christ came from. They took Michel for a 9-day journey
to their planet called Thiaoouba in order for him to later write about his
experience and the things he learned from Thiaooubians in a book that would be
later called “Thiaoouba: The Golden Planet”.
There are ways to prove the complete truthfulness
of the said book. And I personally was fortunate to have had many experiences
with several people from Thiaoouba, which, of course, clearly showed me that
Michel’s journey really happened the way he reported it.
One of the things that were revealed to Michel by
Thao – one of the extraterrestrials – was what actually happened to Charles
Ashmore.
It turns out that there are indeed parallel
universes in the world. In fact, it was the parallel universe that Michel was
initially brought into by his future friends from Thiaoouba.
There, Thao, who was one of the extraterrestrials,
and who would teach Michel many truths about life in the Universe during his
trip, told Michel several interesting things about that Universe.
First, sometimes that parallel universe becomes
confused with our universe. As I understand it, during such an event there
exists a kind of passage between the two universes. Thao called it a ‘natural warp.’
People, animals or even objects finding themselves
in the immediate vicinity of a warp are literally sucked into it. Thus, for
example, an entire fleet of boats can disappear in several seconds.
Sometimes a person, or people, can pass back into our
universe after several hours, several days or several years. More often,
however, they never return.
Such was the case with Charles Ashmore, who was
sucked into the parallel universe in the middle of the field.
Even though Thao never called him by name, the
case she described to show her point regarding the natural warp was clearly
that of young Ashmore.
Such warps are one of several ‘natural accidents’
– meaning, as far as I understand it, they should not exist according to the
will of the Superior Intelligence who created all that exists materially. To
use computer terminology, they could be thought of as bugs or glitches.
Time is suspended in the parallel universe, and so
people and animals who were unfortunate to have been pulled into that world,
can live tens of thousands of our earth years there. It means that there could
be people from times before Jesus; or there could be animals that are long
extinct on Earth.
In fact, Thao and Michel did see there about a
dozen men, who had the gait of gorillas and brandished enormous clubs. Those
creatures were howling like wild beasts.
Death can occur in that Universe either by
accident or by suicide. And since the time is stopped there, the dead won’t
even rot.
And due to the same reason of suspended time
people there also don’t eat or drink, because they don’t feel the need to. And
they have no physical or moral suffering. For example, if someone was to hit
you there, you would feel no pain, and yet if the blows were strong enough you
could still die from them.
This concludes this story. And if you want to
learn more, you can download the aforementioned book for free from several
links in the description of this video.
(* It was very difficult for me to tell this
story, because many things require a stop to talk about the details necessary
to understand the whole picture. A story is like a tree that consists of many
branches.
The things that are being talked about in
this video make sense if the Universe was created by Intelligence. In this
case, it is logical that we can receive teachings from different life events.
For example: Thao told Michel Desmarquet (from
the book “Thiaoouba: The Golden Planet”) how 3 Jews - Robanan, Levia and Dina -
saw the significance of the events when first their ship exploded, and then the
nomads tried to kill Robanan and take Levia and Dina for themselves.)
(* I have not lost touch with reality; I
understand the seriousness of this video, and I perfectly understand what some
people may think watching this video: someone may find the material in this
video creepy, or even disturbing; I myself have had red cheeks several times
while working on this video.
But the fact is that society needs to
discuss these topics in order to acquire new knowledge about the world and
about us.
As I will say in the video - I wouldn't make
this video if I didn't have experience with synchronicities, which showed me
that they can really have some meaning, some connection.
This video is about synchronicities! But
having such a synchronistic experience with Michele Avila and Vivien Leigh, I
couldn't help but think of the possibility that I could be those people in past
lives. Especially when you consider the fact that a lot of things indicate that
in THEORY it really could be so.
IN THEORY! Remember this word, because I DO
NOT claim that I was those people, but only consider such a possibility. I am
well aware that there may be OTHER REASONS for such a synchronic experience
with those two people - which I also briefly mention in the video.
In general, we still have a lot to learn
about the universe, and shamefully hiding from embarrassing topics will not
bring us closer to that knowledge. )
Good day!
The theme of this video is synchronicities and
interesting similarities that are 100% present between me and a girl named
Michelle Avila, and also with the actress Vivien Leigh. Why I have them is a
question I don't have a 100% answer to.
There can be many reasons why I have this
experience, and reincarnation could be one of them, especially given the fact
that Michelle and Vivien and I are really similar in many ways. I will reflect
on this subject, but I am not saying that I was 100% those people - I do not
know this, and it would be irresponsible to say otherwise.
We still have a lot to learn about the process of
reincarnation, and about the possible connection between the different physical
bodies in which the human soul lives in different lives.
In my early 20s, I learned from my own experience that
we actually have a soul when I had a small but very significant astral
projection experience; and I also learned that reincarnation really exists from
Michel Desmarquet’s book “Thiaoouba: The Golden Planet”. You can learn about my
experience with that book and the people behind it from my videos, as well as
from my free book “Simple Truths of Life”. It's too much of an experience to
retell in every video - that's why, in part, I wrote that book.
I know that I live not the first life. Two things
point to this.
First, we have to suffer for all our mistakes, and
I started stuttering at the age of 5, when I seemed to be in the wrong place at
the wrong time (* of course, in reality, according to the Law of the
Universe, I was exactly where I was supposed to be). Stuttering ruined
my life a lot - I suffered a lot because of its consequences. In addition to
stuttering as a child, other problems fell upon me - one of which is a small
homosexual experience that I had at about six years old. I'm straight, but
those experiences haunted me from time to time until I was eighteen years old.
If I had lived my first life, then I would not have had all those problems -
after all, in childhood I had not yet had time to make big mistakes that could
lead to those negative consequences.
Secondly, we can learn spiritually, acquiring
spiritual knowledge that stays with us forever and passes into other lives (*
at least it is stored in our Astral body (soul) as long as we live in the
Universe). So I had several moments in my childhood when, as if from
nowhere, I knew that something was morally and logically correct, and something
was not. This is what we could call wisdom. I definitely did not acquire that
knowledge in my current life, which means that that knowledge was acquired by
me before my birth - i.e. in another life.
These insights are important to the theme of this
video, as they should help you understand why I even think that there is a
certain chance that my experience, which I will talk about, could be anything
more than a mere coincidence. To be specific, there is some chance that in one
of my past lives I could be the person who will be discussed in this video.
I wouldn't have made this video if I didn't
believe that such synchronicities can be at least a little bit important.
This is where my synchronistic experience with the
monster IT from the book and movies of the same name, as well as the movie A
Nightmare on Elm Street, comes in handy. The events that took place during my
last viewing of the first Freddy Krueger film made it very clear to me that
synchronicities can indeed have a certain meaning - a concrete connection with
us.
I have a video about that experience; it is kind
of an intro to this video.
I want to note that I do not want to pour salt on
the wound of the relatives and friends of Michele Avila. But given all my life
experiences, synchronicities, and now these unusual similarities with that
girl, I think it's worth sharing my experience. What if it will somehow help
people in acquiring knowledge about reincarnation - which includes the
knowledge that not always a feeling of some kind of connection with someone or
something necessarily indicates that you were that person, or lived in that
place in one of your past lives.
So, for example, there are people who believe that
they lived on other planets. While this may well be the case, their accounts of
why they believe this conflict with the known Laws and Functions of the
Universe.
(*details in Michel Desmarquet’s book "Thiaoouba:
The Golden Planet").
How did I find out about Michel
Avila?
About a year ago I found Mr. Ballen’s channel on
YouTube. Initially, I watched on his channel mainly the videos about incidents unexplainable
by modern science. I didn't really want to watch his numerous videos about
killers, but then I decided that this might be a good way to try to learn from
the mistakes of people who fell victims of maniacs and other not highly
spiritual people.
I watched a lot of these videos on Ballen’s
channel before I opened the video about Michelle Missy Avila.
Michelle was born on February 8, 1968, and was
killed on October 1, 1985 by her former friends Karen Severson and Laura Doyle,
who drowned Missy in a stream in a forest near Los Angeles. A fourth person, Eva
Chirumbolo, was with them that day, but she did not see the murder itself,
because she got scared and ran to the cars when two angry girls started pushing
Missy to the creek.
Laura lied to Michelle's mother that she last saw
her daughter with guys who had a blue Camaro. As for Karen, it is rumored that
she almost lived with Missy's family in order to know about the progress of the
investigation into the murder of her victim. More details of Michelle's life
and death will unfold as I talk about the synchronicities between Michelle and
me.
List of Synchronicities
I’ll note that in themselves individual
synchronicities would hardly carry any significance, but the fact that there
are very, very many of them, as well as the fact that they are quite close to
me, indicates that a connection is possible after all. And from the point of
view of the Laws of the Universe known to me, I really could be that person - I
will talk about this after I talk about all the synchronicities.
(* Plus, don't forget that the real meaning
of my synchronicities with IT and A Nightmare on Elm Street was eventually
confirmed.)
*
Looking at the Wikipedia article about Michelle, I
saw that on July 26, 1988 - 4 days before my birth - Eva Chirumbolo decided to
tell the police the truth about Missy’s death. July 26, 2018 is the day my
father died. That day was very significant for me, just as it became
significant for Michelle’s family exactly 30 years ago. Seeing this first
similarity, I decided to look for more information about Michelle.
Laura came up with a story about two guys and a
blue Camaro. I remembered how many years ago I had a dream in which I saw an
old blue car. The dream ended with me being killed by an unknown person who
quietly approached me from behind and cut my throat with a knife. This was the
second dream of three, all of which ended in my death from a cut throat by an
unknown person. I wrote about those dreams in my free book “Simple Truths of
Life”. I wrote in it that "the man got out of a blue car that looked like
a Plymouth Barracuda." The thing is that the Camaro & Barracuda look
kind of similar. There could have been a Camaro in that dream - I was just
looking for a car model that looked similar to that in my dream. In addition,
in my dream I saw that car only from the side, and could not see the shape of
its headlights and other details.
I was thinking then, what if those 3 dreams were
showing me my past lives? But then in the last 3rd dream I was in my body that
I have now. Perhaps that last dream is a clue that other dreams showed me
something else; that they should not be taken literally. Who knows…
(* Of course, in case those dreams had a
meaning. BUT, given that I had dreamed them on different days, and all of them ended
the same way, it is quite logical to assume that there could be some meaning behind
them)
Speaking of the first and second dream, it seemed
that both the blonde and the man had been killed by their acquaintances from
behind - as if betrayed by people who seemed to be friends and/or relatives.
But in the third dream, where I was in my current body, it seemed that I was
killed by a stranger who just happened to be on the same square with me.
I feel like mentioning that while typing the
previous thoughts, I could not help but see some connection with Eva in the
third dream. She wasn't as close friends with Michelle as Karen and Laura were.
Eva could somehow try to help Michelle when that was still alive. Eva could
have saved her life, but chose to do nothing - a decision that also affected
Missy's ultimate fate.
Then there are the names. A girl named Michelle
was the main character in one of my old scripts. So was Karen.
Laura and Eva also to some degree play a synchronistic
role in my life. Eva means a willow tree in Russian. In our village, we could
not cut down the willow tree, growing in front of our house, for a long time,
until I finally cut it down when I was about 20 years old. My old village
friends and I often spent time under that willow, playing different games. Then
in Ignatovo, a village of my grandmother on my father's side, there was a
willow, and the neighbor girl said something about that tree. I remember this,
because that girl seemed to like me - judging by the things that she openly
said to me and parents.
(* By the way, Ignatovo also carries some
synchronicity, because a couple of specific people from Moscow, who played a
significant role in my life, have surnames similar in sound to the name of my
grandmother's village.)
These facts in themselves were interesting, but
also seemed far-fetched... and then I read in an article how Michelle and Karen
met at age of 8, and that they loved to sit under the willow that grew in front
of Missy's house. They jumped on a skipping rope, and I also had a skipping
rope as a child, on which I also jumped under the willow tree (photo of
me jumping rope).
This article says the following: “Missy briefly
dates Victor Amaya, a teen who attended a local Catholic School and sported a
tattoo of a leaf with the inscription “stoner” across it. Their relationship
was sexual but didn’t last. They break up and soon after Victor starts a
relationship with Laura. Missy isn’t upset or at least she appears to be ok
with it.”
Victor... my uncle was Victor, and the father of
my childhood best friend was also Victor. In my book, I wrote about both of
them, because both could help me at certain points in my life, could show me
that I was making a mistake so that I could correct myself, but they chose to
do the opposite. Both once called me a fool (* Дурак[Durak]).
My uncle asked “I don’t understand, are you a fool or something?”, and my
friend’s dad called me a fool when a girl, who I might have had some interest
towards, asked “who is this?” when I passed by their company near the
playground at my apartment building. There were about 5-10 of them then, and they
were walking their dogs.
As you can see, Victors played a somewhat negative
role in my life. To understand how Michel’s Victor became another clear
synchronicity between me and Missy, we need to read the following article:
“[Karen] went back to the crime scene with a group
of Missy’s friends, including the one-time former boyfriend, Victor Amaya.
There they found the words “Karen and Missy friends forever” carved onto a
tree. They also found the names “Randy and Karen” with slash markings.
Karen, who had previously told her friends she had
never been to the place, found it odd to see her name on the tree. She
explained that it must be Randy who wrote and slashed the names and that he
must be responsible for Missy’s murder. This was Randy, the father of her
unborn child whom she had aborted to spite him. She conned the friends to
accept her story, and they plotted to kill Randy. Victor Amaya then beat Randy
so severely that he left him for dead, and when they found out that Randy was
recuperating at the hospital, a livid Karen demanded that they finish him off.
They almost succeeded, only stopping from shooting Randy dead at the last
minute.”
When I’ll be talking about Vivien Leigh, we will
meet another Victor, who also plays a slightly negative role in her life.
There are some external similarities, which I
couldn’t help but notice. Some of Michelle's photos remind me a little of me...
for example, where she closed her eyes during a flash - I often had problems
with camera flashes, and there are quite a few childhood photos where I was
photographed with my eyes closed. (Photo of me with my eyes closed).
Another black and white photograph of Michelle on
Wikipedia reminded me of Natasha from Velozavodskaya street, house 11/1. It’s a
long story to tell about Natasha and why she’s important to me; but I wrote
about it in my free book, Simple Truths of Life, if anyone is interested.
Karen and Laura put on a show in the parking lot
while Michelle and Eva were in their cars. Karen and Laura yelled at each other
and then drove their cars like crazy to the place where they ended up killing
Michelle.
I remember when I was very young my father got
very drunk, and I don’t know how and why, but my mother and I ended up being in
his car with him drunk. I remember how fast he drove, and once, at a turn from the
village’s sandy road to the asphalt road, it seemed to me that the car was
driving on two wheels - he turned around so sharply without slowing down.
https://youtu.be/MTtS9CqYfZk(Find the source. I saw it. Maybe
it's in Source) Recalling her conversation with Karen when Missy was
still alive, Michelle's mom says that Karen once called her daughter "a
big flirt, taking everyone's boyfriends away." My first script I wrote and
tried to sell was called "Telephone flirt".
Missy and Karen skipped classes when they were in
high school. In the 9th grade, I started skipping school, but it was a short
period; I only skipped a week or two. But in grades 10-11, I almost did not
appear at school at all. Stuttering, fear of speech, and inability to talk to
girls were the main reasons. I couldn't see how the girls I liked but whom I couldn’t
approach start relationships with other guys. They even wanted to expel me, but
I still was able to stay at school. Missy and Karen were transferred to another
school due to their absenteeism and poor grades - Laura Doyle begins to play a
big role at this stage.
This article says: “She was a sweet-looking girl
with long auburn hair and green eyes.” Auburn hair…I remember when I was in
school, my mother once pointed out that I had a beautiful shade of auburn hair.
Appearance was very important to me then, and I remembered those words…
Speaking of appearance, this was one of the reasons why I tried to avoid fights.
I didn't want to get scars... As a result, my own erroneous decisions brought
me both scars and suffering.
Karen led people to believe, and possibly herself,
that Michelle slept with their boyfriends. Few people believed Michelle when
she said otherwise. Sonya, Michelle's friend, beat her up for these rumors, and
Michelle was about to sue her, but was killed a week earlier.
Few people believe me also because of my knowledge
and my experience with Thiaoouba. And there was also a moment when the
neighbors upstairs thought that I was yelling and knocking on the heating pipes,
while it was my neighbor on the right, and I spoke and wrote them about this
several times. They knocked on my ceiling, in response to my neighbor's knocks
on the pipe. In the end, they learned the truth from the neighbor himself, who
told them everything.
When Michelle's mother died, and her relatives
were returning home in the car, the Scorpions song - Big City Nights started
playing on the radio, and immediately after it, OZZY OSBOURNE - "Mama, I'm
Coming Home" was put on the air. Speaking of Scorpions, Michelle loved
their songs.
A possible synchronistic connection to me would be
that the album on which Big City Nights came out is called Love at First Sting.
Obviously, the expression Love at first sight was the foundation for the title
of that album.
In my life, I experienced love at first sight 3
times, 2 of which I fell in love at first sight with the same girl, because
didn’t know the second time that I had seen her before. It's a long story that
I wrote about in my book. But I have to say that I had my first experience of
love at first sight at the age of 14, and the last when I was 28 years old -
dates that are of great importance to me, and which are associated with my
synchronistic connection with the film A Nightmare on Elm Street (photo
of the house number on Elm Street)
Speaking specifically about Love at first sting,
even this wording has something to do with me - which some people may find
vulgar. The fact is that I fell in love with Natasha, whom I already spoke
about, thinking about her in the evening after I left her. It's not too hard to
guess what the word "sting" has to do with all this; but you can find
out the exact answer from my book, or from my video "Psychological
Barriers".
It would be interesting to note that in the 1st
grade I had a rubber toy in the form of a scorpion. Once I brought it to
school, and for some reason I put it on a chair for one of the students; he was
frightened when he saw it there, thinking it was a live scorpion. It wasn't my
best behavior. Regarding toys, you can count on the fingers of one hand all the
toys that I had in my current life. If I remember correctly, there were three
of them - the scorpion, a plush dog, which I called Toto, and a bear.
Then, after the disastrous acquaintance with
Christina (* I wrote in detail about that experience in the book),
I was walking by the fountain at VDNKh, when the song “Scorpions - Send me an
Angel” began to play on the radio. I remember that moment very well, because it
seemed kind of surreal due to the synchronization of the song with my feelings
that I was experiencing at that time. Like that song was playing for me.
The LA Times article says that the girls carved
their names and the names of their boyfriends into the bark of trees - "We
love you Missy", under that inscription "85, Karen + Randy" is
carved, and below is the inscription "Missy + Karen 4 Ever", that had
the first name crossed out by someone.
As a child, I myself wrote “Zhenya + Yana” on a
wooden ruler. Then I crossed out that inscription.
There are many numerological similarities.
Two "best friends" in quotes - Karen and
Laura - spread rumors about Missy that she allegedly slept with other girls'
boyfriends, for which the latter beat Michelle about a year before her death. Then
the 2 future killers spread rumors that Michelle had slept with their own boyfriends,
which was the introduction to their insidious plan.
I also had 2 friends in the village who mocked my
speech, calling me one nickname, which, as I later found out, was given to me
because of my stutter (* I could not understand for a long time what that
word had to do with me. I thought maybe it was my appearance, or…).
Further, initially Karen was like a bodyguard for
Missy. She protected her from being bullied at school. Get into fights for her.
And then she began to hate Michelle and ended up killing her once best friend.
There is a reflection of my life here again. At
school, there was a guy in my class who was more powerfully built - I was
always thin - and he liked to intimidate a few guys whom he saw as weaker than
himself. I was one of them. I remember we were playing basketball in gym class
and that bully started bullying me. Then a friend from my class stood up for me
and got hit by the bully. Many years later, when we were in the 9th grade, that
friend was already pestering me himself along with another second friend from
our class. For example, during a physics lesson, they, sitting at the desk
behind me, drew a line with a pen on my clothes. And during the exam at the
biology room, he just hit me in the face with his fist out of the blue. I
didn't respond back, being a rather friendly person then.
In the article Karen says “Once I would have
defended her. But now I joined in the cruelty." - just like that school
friend from my class - First he helped protect me, and then joined the cruelty.
The connection here is obvious - and my 2 school
friends and 2 Michelle’s friends turned their backs on us and began to treat us
badly. In my case, I don't know if that guy hated me, was jealous of something,
or whatever. I remember only one time he asked if I used anything for the skin,
because I didn't have acne and I always had smooth skin. He had them, as far as
I remember. I knew him since the first grade, but because of my stuttering, I
started withdrawing into my inner world in the 8th and 9th grades. He didn’t
know this until he read my post in VK in which I wrote the truth about myself
and my life a very long time ago; he wrote to me then that now many things had
become clear, but some things remained unclear - perhaps he meant my experience
with Thiaoouba, which I also wrote about in that post.
Further. There's a video game called Dread Hunger
where 2 amogus (*The game calls them Thralls) have to sabotage an
expedition in order to win - and killing civilians is one way to win. In doing
so, the Amoguses can play the role of best friends before stabbing their
friends in the back.
So, at first I didn’t want to watch streams of
that game, not knowing what it was about, and then I watched Distortion’s
stream, where he explained the meaning of the game, and I really liked that
game. Now I often watch it on twitch.
In Michelle's case, her 2 friends were like amoguses.
Missy died when she was 17. I found out about her
at the age of 34. I wrote in my book about Half Life, when two very important
events of my life occurred when I was 14 and then when I was 28 years old. Both
events are related to love and the search for a girlfriend. At the age of 14, I
mistakenly chose to give in to my fears and did not approach the girl I fell in
love with at first sight; at the age of 28, a similar situation arose, but only
at that time I, with difficulty, but still managed to overcome my fears, and
for the first time approached a girl.
(* It may sound very strange, but such is my
life. Still - better late than never)
Then I began to actively approach women, and as a
result I could calmly start talking with girls even among a crowd of people.
What's Half Life got to do with this? While
playing the first episode of the game of the same name, I was very tense and
bit my lip so that I was left with a scar for life. It was a very difficult
moment in my life, especially considering that appearance played a very important
role for me - and this is another connection with Michelle.
And of course, the numbers 14 and 28 have to do
with my synchronicities related to the movie A Nightmare on Elm Street.
Next. On December 5, 2022, I received a message
from Sberbank regarding their new apartment lottery for those who pay with
their cards. The end date was 02/08/2023, which is Michelle's birthday. She
would have been 55 years old.
(* This is most likely very farfetched and
not synchronic, but I will mention that the number 55 appears in Thiaoouba,
where the year consists of 333 days. A day consists of 26 karses. A karse is a
period of 55 lorse. Lorse includes 70 kasios. One kasio is almost identical to
our second.
Our soul can also live at least 500 years on
a planet of the 1st category, and if we take 9 lives - and 9 is the number of
the Universe - then we will get 55.5555... years (500 / 9 = 55.5555...), which
people live on average in one life if my conclusions are correct (probably it
would be more logical to have 50 average years (500 / 10)).
I do not know if people can live less lives.
For example, they are "lucky" (everything has its own reason) and
they live more than 72 years in all lives, which allows them to reincarnate on
the planet of the 2nd category after the 7th life. (7 *
72 = 504))
Then it is known that Laura Doyle sent a
condolence card to Missy's mother along with a 20-dollar bill. The number 20
means a lot to me (Screenshot of the Thiaooubian Numbers video),
and today that money is equal to 55 US dollars.
Michelle was born in 1968 and I was born 20 years
later in 1988.
Then I often noticed the number 8, reading
articles about Michelle. She became friends with Karen at age 8. Karen started
spreading rumors about Missy when she was about 16 years old - meaning Michelle
lived half her life after meeting Karen. February 8 is Michelle's birthday; By
the way, my mom's birthday is on February 9th and she is 17 years older than
Michelle.
On the day of her death, Michelle told her mother
that she would call her at 8 p.m. to tell her everything was fine...
I will note one interesting fact. Missy, leaving
her house on that fateful day, turned around and said to her mother: "I
love you". The thing is she usually didn’t do this, and that day was
destined to be the last in her life. I'm not sure if this is a
connection/synchronicity or not, but I will say that in my childhood for some
reason I sometimes asked my mother if she loved me...
8 plays a role for me too. It has to do with the Thiaooubian
numbers, which I have already mentioned. Also, during some successful
telekinesis practices, I was "drawing" (* "drawing") the
number 8 with the tip of the string as I moved it with my mind.
It can also be mentioned that I was in the 8th
grade when I started to have the sexual desire and due to stuttering, fear of
speech, shyness and other life factors, I began to masturbate - this was one of
my first serious mistakes that had a huge impact on my life.
It turned out that this video about my
synchronistic experience with Michele Avila was the 8th of all the new videos
that I record in 2023.
Irene, Missy's mom, said that on the day of
Michelle’s death, Laura picked her up at about 3:30 in the morning. I started
seeing the number 3 a lot after I found Michel Desmarquet's book Thiaoouba
Prophecy. (photo / video of the pages of my book, where I write about how
I saw the number 33 and the word Look!). I know for a fact that there
is more to this experience than just noticing a number — as when you notice a
song playing in a passing car after hearing it recently for the first time. The
first such experience was accompanied by the fact that I heard the word
"Look!" at my right ear. Thao was most likely responsible for that
experience. Then it was as if I was drawn to turn my head to a certain place on
the screen where I saw the number 33. Or I experienced an electric touch at a
very important moment in my life, which is associated with the aforementioned
Natasha, and looking at the time, I saw 33 minutes there. I had a second such
experience, when I again felt the electric touch, and the clock at that time
showed 33 minutes. And when I came across the scammers and finally realized my
mistake, the clock also showed 33 minutes at that important moment in my life.
Missy died at 17. For me, seventeen years were
marked by the fact that then I, in fact, stopped communicating with my friends
in Moscow. And alas, as it turned out later, they also said negative things
about me to other people.
There are also other small, barely significant similarities.
At 8 years old, Michelle was looking for her cat
and asked Karen if she had seen her. So they became friends. I’ve never had a
cat, but there were some situations related to cats. For example, Christina had
cats and it may well be that it was in that conversation that she realized that
she did not like me - I have a reason to believe this because of the way that
conversation went.
(* I wrote in details about the failed
meeting with Christina in my book)
Then Michelle had 3 brothers. I’m the only child,
but I remember how I wanted a brother as a child...
In the article, Irene, Michelle's mother, said, “I
can't sleep. I can't think. I can't eat. It's been 26 years, it feels like
yesterday," she said, her voice faltering at her kitchen table. "Not
one day, not one minute, not one second, do I not think about Missy.”
When I was 26 years old, I often thought about
what could have happened if only when I was still in school I would have gone
to an Internet cafe and searched on the Internet about stuttering. What if I
found Roman Snezhko's website? After all, I could live a different life! I might
not make the mistakes that I did.
At the age of 26, I could not let go of the past
and live as happily in the present as I could already do then, having all the
necessary knowledge. I was stubborn. While I understand Irene's pain, I think
she, too, could not worry so much about the past... Tears and sorrows will not
bring back those who are no longer with us.
Karen was overweight. They say this contributed to
her envy of Missy. In my village there was a somewhat similar girl who once mocked
me - then I had already gone into my imagination due to stuttering, and when I
spoke my facial expressions were distorted. In general, such full girls are not
to my taste.
I have always liked foreign music from the 80s.
Missy was a Scorpions fan. But I myself like their later songs, released in 90s
after Michelle's death.
The name Michelle has played a role in my life.
Michel Desmarquet, who had to write the book titled "Thiaoouba: The Golden
Planet", has naturally played the most important role in my life since I
was 20 years old – 14 years ago at the time of this writing.
Then, although I was very active in the Facebook
group Thiaoouba Prophecy XP, dedicated to the book of Michel Desmarquet, I did
not often communicate in private messages with people from that group; and the
only person who I’ve talked with a lot is a woman named Michelle. At the time she
left with her husband and children to live in China from sunny Florida. I used
to be very drawn to the United States, and Miami was one of the cities I
considered for a possible residence. Michelle's story partially contributed to
the fact that I stopped wanting so badly to go somewhere - I began to
appreciate the place where I was, despite its cold and dullness during winter.
There is another person named Michael who was a
friend of Michel Desmarquet and with whom I also corresponded regarding Thiaoouba
and my official translation of the book. Thanks to him, I was also able to
learn some interesting things about life.
This audio podcast states that when Missy's body
was found, her teeth were chipped off. I was always afraid of fights because I
didn't want something like that to happen. Like many people, I also had
problems with my teeth, and I try my best to keep them. And there is a small
chip on the side of one of my teeth.
Daisies and puppies were some of her favorite
things.
I already said that one of my toys was a little
puppy name Toto. As for flowers, I love flowers and I often photographed them
and also planted them in my village garden. I also like daisies; but I don't
feel like I have any special feelings for them.
Finally, we can note the synchronicity with IT (*
Minor spoilers!).
1984 and 1985 are the years in which Stephen
King's IT book takes place. I have a lot of synchronicities with that book and
IT - which I made a video about.
At the very beginning of the film, the monster IT
tells Georgie, the little brother of the stuttering guy, that everyone floats
in the sewers and so will Georgie. IT then kills the boy. Missy was drowned in
the water on October 1st, and her body lay in it for 3 days until it was found
on October 4th. According to the plot of the movie IT, Georgie was also killed
in October.
Speaking of A Nightmare on Elm Street, in Part 4
Freddie drowns a guy in water in his own bed - How’s this for a wet dream? But
I don't feel it has any connection.
Missy was writing a diary since childhood. I
myself wanted to write from early childhood and wrote poetry - but it’s of
almost no significance.
I can also mention a mini similarity, which is that
I’ve always liked palm trees. The neighborhood Arleta where Michelle lived is
full of palm trees. And in addition, I’ll note that the northern streets of
Arleta are located about 20 kilometers from the house 1428 from the movie A
Nightmare on Elm Street; I already talked about my synchronistic experience
with that film in the previous video.
Vivien Leigh
Before talking about the psychological similarities
that I can see between me and Michelle, I need to talk about Vivien Leigh.
I would be embarrassed to write and talk about
small synchronicities with actress Vivien Leigh - given that I perfectly
understand what kind of thoughts such revelations can cause in some people. But
the fact that I clearly articulated the theme of this video - synchronicities
with dead people – helps me here. It is 100% fact that they do exist and as you’ve
seen, I’ve had a lot of them with Michelle. Again, again and again I would find
them. Having said that, I’ll note that I began to read about other cases of
similar murders, trying to understand if, perhaps, I would find a bunch of
similarities there too, which would invalidate my conclusions about the
possible significance of the synchronicities I experience with Michelle Avila.
But no. I didn't find anything significant.
And with Vivien, I'm also talking primarily about
synchronicities, which, especially after my synchronistic experience with Michelle
Avila, can actually mean something big instead of just being unusual
coincidences. Again, reincarnation is only one explanation for this phenomenon;
I am fully aware that there may be other reasons for this experience, and that
I could have been someone else entirely in my past lives.
*
So, a few years ago I decided to rewatch Gone with
the Wind in the original English language. Before that, I had only seen that
film in my early childhood, when I did not understand the main theme of that movie.
Which is coming of age - a topic that is so close to me in this life, and which
is one of the synchronistic connections between me and Vivien. I will talk more
about this in the chapter about Psychological Connections.
After watching Gone with
the Wind, I wanted to know more about Vivien Leigh. So, I noticed how she
tilted her head to the side in one of the photos on IMDB, and I also had a
strange habit of tilting my head in a similar way at that time. I even remember
how one unknown girl seemed to playfully tease me when she tilted her head to
the side, passing me on the street and looking at me.
The second movie I watched with Vivien was A
Streetcar Named Desire, where Vivien gave another phenomenal performance - for
which she won an Oscar. In her role, some kind of connection can be found with
me in terms of going inside of your inner world of fantasies.
Then I watched the trailer for her latest fil -,
Ship of Fools. I remember vividly the cringe feeling when I saw Vivien suddenly
start dancing on the ship in that trailer. I seemed to see myself at that
moment. Hence the feeling of cringe. It reminded me of my childhood, when I was
doing something like tap dancing on my grandmother's wooden floor in the big
room of her apartment - which, to some extent, could be the real reason for the
cringe; but then why did I have that feeling about Vivien and not about myself?
Unfortunately, there is another strange
connection. It is related to the title of the movie. You already know that in
my life there were two Victors who decided to utter the word "fool"
addressed to me.
The Ship of Fools is an allegory from Plato's Book
about a ship with a dysfunctional crew. The allegory is intended to represent
the problems of governance that prevail in a political system that is not based
on expert knowledge. In a way, there’s also a connection with me here. It
relates to my most important experience with Thiaoouba and the knowledge gained
from that book. For instance, Thiaooubians give the people an example of how to
choose the right leaders in the country in order to minimize the chance that
they will embark on the path of dictatorship. Thao herself cited a boat as an
example of the problems in our current way of choosing heads of states.
I'll be honest - then I had not the most serious
thoughts on whether I could be Vivien in the past, but I dismissed them and
soon forgot.
Everything changed after I had a lot of
synchronicities with Michelle. So, one night, trying unsuccessfully to fall
asleep in bed, I suddenly remembered one detail from Vivien's life, which
connected her synchronistically with Michel Avila and with me.
Vivien Leigh died on July 8, 1967, 7 months before
Michelle Avila's birthday on February 8, 1968. Vivien was ill with
tuberculosis, which again made itself felt a few weeks before her death. She
seemed to have recovered. But on the night of July 8, she was trying to get to
the toilet when her lungs filled with fluid. Vivien collapsed and suffocated.
Michelle was literally drowned in water.
For me, for about 14 years I have been
experiencing cardio-respiratory problems. I also remember when I was still in
high school, I couldn't take a deep breath. Could not take a full chest of air.
This was clearly visible when I was cycling in the village. Fortunately, over
time, that problem went away.
It was after this realization that I saw that Michelle
could technically be Vivien Leigh in her past life since she was born 7 months
after Vivien's death. I remembered then how after the death of my father I had
a kind of message (* In a dream if I remember correctly) saying
that my father had already been born; and it seems to me that then less than 9
months had passed since his death. I mention this because it’s not yet known
exactly at what stage of the formation of the embryo the soul gets attached to
its new physical body (* "new" if the soul has already lived in
the Universe before), and it may well be that the soul should not
necessarily move into its new body in the very first months of pregnancy.
So, I decided to look for more information about
Vivien, and I found several synchronicities of different gradations.
Leigh was born in India. The connection here is
that a very long time ago I talked on myspace with a virgin girl from India.
She saw me on the X-Files group and texted me asking if my profile picture was
mine. This was another girl who liked the old me when I still had all my hair,
and a lot of people thought I was handsome - even some guys told me so! And I
have to say, I liked being pretty… but we'll talk about that in the next
chapter.
Leigh was married to Laurence Olivier for 20 years
from 1940 to 1960. I have already mentioned the significance of that number.
She also wrote over 10,000 letters and documents
in her lifetime. I myself from early childhood wanted to learn how to write - I
remember that moment very well; then I was in our village’s house. In my 20s, I
thought about writing screenplays for movies, but life took me on a different
path. Still, I made an official Russian translation of Thiaoouba Prophecy book,
and I also wrote my own...
I have always been interested in acting. I
remember how I paid attention to how they were playing their characters
whenever I would be watching a movie, of which I have watched quite a lot in my
life. And when I was 18, I was thinking about going to acting classes, but I
decided to take the time to study English because of the life situation that I
was in at that time.
(It was about Vivien getting the role of Scarlett
O’Hara in the movie Gone with the Wind)
After I learned about the real cause of stuttering
at 18, I thought about acting, as I said earlier, since cinema played a big
role in my life. What Vivien did reminded me of my own aspiration in those
distant years when I was ready for such antics, but the situation in which I
was in my life was completely different - I could not just go and buy a ticket
to L. A. while I was in Russia. And I really wanted to go there...
Michelle Avila lived in Los Angeles - the place
where I used to dream of going. It always seemed to me that I was drawn to the
USA...
From dailymail -
“Most of the letters exchanged
while Leigh was filming had to do with the production, and the belief by the couple
that 'Gone With the Wind would be a complete failure.
That fear of the movie being a
critical and box office disappointment was then exacerbated by the fact that
the studio fired director George Cukor and brought on Victor
Fleming to complete the project halfway through filming.”
And then from Wikipedia we read: “Filming proved
difficult for Leigh. Cukor was dismissed and replaced by Victor
Fleming, with whom Leigh frequently quarrelled”
Yet another Victor, with whom some negativity is also
associated.
Then Vivien had mental problems. She used to walk
naked in the garden, and would sometimes end up in bed with strangers.
When I was a very young child, I had a very short,
thank God, moment in my life when I would get completely naked - I don’t have a
good understanding of why.
It is said that Vivien loved gardening. You’ve
already heard earlier in this video that I love it too.
From dailymail -
“Leigh battle bipolar disorder
throughout her life, and was observed by those closest to her to have manic
highs and depressive lows.”
Although no one diagnosed me with bipolar
disorder, I had moments in my life when I experienced both depression and high
emotional ups and downs, which could replace each other relatively quickly.
Fortunately, that period of life is by and large over, and I’m relatively calm.
Further on the Wikipedia page for her film
A Yank at Oxford: “During production, she developed a reputation for being
difficult and unreasonable, partly because she disliked her secondary role but
mainly because her petulant antics seemed to be paying dividends.”
I remember the following moments of my life very
vaguely, but I had similar tendencies to make scandals in order to benefit from
it - what I considered a benefit then, but now I no longer see it as such.
From Wiki: “The tour was
an outstanding success and, although Leigh was plagued with insomnia and
allowed her understudy to replace her for a week while she was ill, she
generally withstood the demands placed upon her, with Olivier noting her
ability to "charm the press".”
I often have difficulty sleeping. I often can't
fall asleep quickly. Even in my youth, when my village friends would spend time
outside until dawn, I went home no later than two in the morning because of the
need to sleep.
Wiki:“Leigh next sought the role of Blanche
DuBois in the West End stage production of Tennessee Williams's A Streetcar
Named Desire and was cast after Williams and the play's producer Irene Mayer
Selznick saw her in The School for Scandal and Antigone; Olivier was contracted
to direct. The play contained a rape scene and references to promiscuity and
homosexuality, and was destined to be controversial; the media discussion about
its suitability added to Leigh's anxiety. Nevertheless, she believed strongly
in the importance of the work.”
As a child, I had a small sexual experience with a
guy about my age. I could not avoid it, which means that it was a retribution
for a mistake, or mistakes made in one of my past lives. If I really was Vivien,
then that play could be the reason for my homosexual experience, which I see as
negative – although now I feel calm about that. In the end, I learned my
lessons from it, and I like girls - everything is as it should be according to
the laws of nature.
Wiki: “In 1951, Leigh and Laurence Olivier
performed two plays about Cleopatra, William Shakespeare's Antony and Cleopatra
and George Bernard Shaw's Caesar and Cleopatra, alternating the play each night
and winning good reviews.[91] They took the productions to New York, where they
performed a season at the Ziegfeld Theatre into 1952.[92] The reviews there
were also mostly positive, but film critic Kenneth Tynan angered them when he
suggested that Leigh's was a mediocre talent that forced Olivier to compromise
his own.[93] Tynan's diatribe almost precipitated another collapse; Leigh,
terrified of failure and intent on achieving greatness, dwelt on his comments
and ignored the positive reviews of other critics.”
Here we can see a possible direct connection with
my synchronicities with IT and with A Nightmare on Elm Street, and with the
lessons learned. I also reacted badly - and sometimes still react - to negative
comments, but I understand that I am right by and large. And if I’m wrong, then
I’m ready to learn from my mistake, even if that error was pointed out to me by
a toxic person; And for the most part I have no resentment - why should I be
offended by him if he is 100% going to be punished by the Law of the Universe
for his bad words and attitude towards me?
Of course, this was not always the case. In fact,
I realized those simple truths when I was 28 years old; approximately after the
already mentioned first acquaintance with a girl. We can see here once more the
interweaving of different synchronicities and similarities between our lives.
My first dream with a blonde in a theater. She was
killed by a man in black.
The theater is a kind of connection with Vivien, who
said that she loves theater more than cinema. Interestingly, the second dream
in the dream series where I was killed by an unknown person could also be
related to the synchronicities I have with Michelle Avila. Some interweaving is
seen here again.
Psychological similarities, Lessons
learned, Payback for mistakes
In this chapter, I will talk about the
psychological similarities between me, Michelle, and Vivien.
The psychic body is part of the Astral body and
therefore it doesn’t die also. Also, if you carefully read Thiaoouba, you can
come to the assumption that our psychic body is also capable of storing data,
knowledge which remains with us when we begin to live in a new physical body.
Thus, if I understand the process correctly, our unresolved psychological
problems can stay with us during our subsequent lives.
I suppose that they can manifest themselves in the
form of unfounded fears of something, phobias, if a person had a severe trauma
in a past life which left a big scar in the psyche. Then a person may retain
similar character traits, but at the same time they may be different. And even
though material knowledge is not stored when re reincarnate, we could feel some
connection to the places where we once lived in past lives - I think this may
be possible by means of the data stored in the psychic body.
We also need to remember about spiritual
knowledge, which, unlike material knowledge, is not erased from our soul when
we are born again. This is exactly how the spiritual growth of a person takes
place, who is able to acquire and maintain new understandings about the world
in the many lives that that person will live.
Further, I will give examples that could indicate a
possible connection with Michelle and/or with Vivien.
*
Michelle was drowned, and she did not die
immediately. The people who discovered her body spoke of how a look of horror
was preserved on her face.
I remember well how, as a child, I rushed from the
water in the shower, when my mother and father tried to wash me out of the
shower head. Then I didn't really want to swim, but I eventually learned to
swim when I was completely alone in the pool. But I still swim only where my
feet can safely reach the bottom.
I must say that Michelle, as far as I know from
her diary, knew how to swim, and loved to do it. If I really was her, then this
may explain why the very tragic and terrible experience with water that she
experienced before her death didn’t carry such serious consequences that I had
an incredibly strong phobia of water.
Karen Severson & Laura Doyle cut and pulled
out Missy's hair before drowning her in a stream.
For a very long time I couldn’t come to terms with
baldness... and it was a very big problem for me. I read that Missy really
valued her hair - that's why the two killers decided to pull it out.
I often had the feeling that I was living for the
first time in a body that was experiencing baldness. I didn't know how to live
with it; I didn't want to lose my looks. In fact, I remember looking at my bald
dad's head a very long time ago as a child, and I had a very clear thought
appear that this would be the first time I would have to be bald. By that time,
I had probably already heard the word "reincarnation", but I knew
nothing about it at all.
A 1988 LA Times article reports the following
words from Michel's brother, Mark:
“After the sixth grade, Missy and her friends
started using drugs and often missed school, Mark Avila said. “She fell in with
a bad crowd. She had to have a low self-esteem to hang around with people like
that.”
Mark, shortly before his sister's death, tried to
reason with her so that she would find new friends, so that she would
understand the possible consequences of her actions. But Michelle didn't want
to listen to him. She was stubborn.
I’ll mention that children are approximately 11-12
years old in the sixth grade in the United States. The word “after” means that
Missy could have been 13 years old. At the age of 13, I began to have a strong
sexual drive, but due to stuttering and the fear of speech already existing at
that time, I could not start dating; then I made my first serious mistake when
I chose to start masturbating in order to suppress my sex drive - and not only
because of this; back then I still thought that masturbation was not harmful,
and, in general, I liked doing it. It wasn't until a few years later, when I
was 17, as far as I can remember, that this activity became an addiction that
greatly damaged my physical and mental health.
And the topic of low self-esteem also bears some
resemblance to me. So, in recent years, thinking about my life, I sometimes
thought, was it worth it for me to go to the village in my childhood, where two
friends ridiculed me because of my stuttering? After all, I could spend summer
time in Moscow. But, of course, there were other friends in my village who
openly did not say anything bad about me, and it seemed that for the time being
we had normal relations with them.
I can say that in the end I went my own way,
because my friends and I had somewhat different interests. I'm fine with no
friends. I think my negative childhood experiences may have played a part in
this.
Further, I never wanted to smoke, much less try
drugs - although I must say that while watching the TV series "Beverly
Hills, 90210" the scene with Kelly taking drugs in the car aroused in me a
kind of strange interest towards that substance. I tried alcohol and regretted
it greatly when I got very drunk once because of my stuttering and its consequences
- namely, the inability to talk with the girl I liked then.
Regarding what Michelle’s brother said when he
talked about Missy getting involved with the wrong people. What about me? I was
in companies where no one smoked, didn’t drink until a certain point, and definitely
didn’t take drugs. And when one of my village friends thought of leaving our
company for another, where they drank vodka, I immediately understood why he
wanted to go there and tried to reason with him, so to speak. But he did leave,
and it didn't do him any good. If my conclusions about the reincarnation
connection are correct, then we can observe here one of the lessons of life
that I have learned during my lives.
As I've said many times, I've had a lot of
synchronicities with both the monster IT, which is a figment of Stephen King's
imagination, and with A Nightmare on Elm Street movie, which was created by Wes
Craven.
Both Wes Craven & Stephen King began the work
on their stories in 1981. Michelle was 13 at the time. The time when she made
her first big mistake in life. Same as me.
“Missy, being a forgiving sort, was excited to
have her best friends back in her life.”
To some extent, I also did not hold a grudge
against those two guys who teased me, and, in fact, played no small role in
ruining my life.
(LA Times article.)
“In elementary school, Missy was in a class for
gifted children, but her grades started to fall in high school when she and
Severson would skip class, Irene Avila said.”
I don't want to present myself as someone I'm not.
And in fact I ended up in class «Г»
- the last one. I was probably too shy then, or maybe it was my stuttering...
But then I remember how I thought by the end of high school that if it wasn’t
for stuttering, then I might have been a straight-A student - stuttering was
taking a lot of energy and attention from me. In fact, I was a solid good
student until I almost stopped going to school in 10th and 11th grades – just like
Michelle.
Other facts are that I have learned a lot about
life in my current life, and I have understood many things that are still
little known to others. I'm talking now about Thiaoouba and everything that I
wrote about in my book, and also talked about in my videos.
In the TPXP group, some people called me
"genius". Personally, I do not agree with them because I know myself
better, but still.
Then, when I was looking for a job in 2007, one of
the directors noted that I looked with intelligent eyes, unlike many other people
who came for an interview. She didn't have any vacant jobs in the store at the
time, but she wanted to help me find a job.
I think that there may be another similarity
between me and Michelle.
Michelle was popular at school. I remember how,
because of my speech problems, I could not say what I wanted to say. And I
remember how I could not be who I could be and who, in principle, I wanted to
be. I had a very talkative childhood friend who was popular at school, and I
think I could be somewhere similar to him if my life took a different path.
Going further, I will mention my lucid dream in
which I spent some time in a female body. I wrote in my book that both Marina
and I were in our teens.
Then why was I in a female body at all? Shouldn't
I have been in my current body? In my other lucid dream, when I was at school,
I was myself, but my height was small - which I probably actually was in
reality during that school time. After my experience with a lot of
synchronicities with Michelle, I thought, what if in that lucid dream where I
was temporarily in a female body, I was in the body that I had in a past life?
And it would be interesting to note that the body
type of that female body that I saw in my lucid dream looked similar to that of
Michele’s.
Some people write that they have dreams where they
have someone else’s body. Some of these dreams occur in different historical
eras, or in fantasy worlds. Some people speculate if such dreams could be
fragments of their past lives. Who knows... we know from Thiaoouba that there
is such a thing as True Dream. But it should be mentioned that some people say how
in their lucid dreams they were famous people who are still living.
Also in my lucid dream, I was thinking about sex.
There could be a connection to Michelle if some of the things her killers said
about her were true...
Which brings us to the next quote from one person
who left a comment about Michelle.
“Missy wasn’t the sweet innocent angel she was
portrayed to be, which she definitely WAS NOT. I grew up with Missy and I knew
Karen in school as well. I never met Laura, but the few times I saw her with
Missy and Karen, she gave me the creeps. As for Missy, she was one of the
meanest people I ever knew. She was the worst bully I ever encountered as a
child and I never saw any other side to her. She was just as awful as the
friends that killed her. There were a lot of people who couldn’t stand her.”
It's important to note that anyone could have
written that message - even, in theory, one of Michelle's killers. Then many
people on the forum disagreed with the content of that comment.
I don't know if the comment is true, but if so, I
include it, because, unfortunately, even this material has a similarity to
me...
In my childhood, when I was under 10, I kind of pestered
a village friend who punched me in the face. I think I cried then, and I
remember him telling his parents about it.
There was another sad moment when I decided to
make fun of one girl together with a guy who made fun of me - I already talked
about him.
Then there was a moment in Moscow, when for some
reason I started to wallow one guy in the snow.
I am ashamed of both incidents. I made mistakes
then. And I'm glad those incidents weren't too wild.
Then I hardly defended myself at school from
bullies. Only my acquaintances stood up for me... as in the case of Michelle.
I decided to show that comment of an unknown
person because if I myself had not said about my bad deeds, then no one would
have known about them. But in childhood and adolescence, I was always a calm,
smiling person - which some people noticed when they said that I would not hurt
a fly - and this, by the way, is also somewhat true. So, if that comment is
true, then there’s a possibility that other people who knew Michelle could see
her possible other side, which, perhaps, was not so angelic.
And we need to understand that the opposite means
that someone for some reason created an account just to write a lie - and the
question is why would anyone need it? But then we must remember that different
people have their own ideas about good and evil. What seems normal to one
person may seem bad to someone else, and vice versa.
Summing up
As you can see, there are a lot of synchronicities
and similarities between me and Michelle, as well as Vivien.
If - IF! - we assume that I could’ve been those
people in my past lives, then personally I can definitely see why in this life
I never had a girlfriend, and finding a soul mate already seems almost
impossible due to numerous factors.
(* Age; My Thiaoouba experience and public
skepticism about related topics; current attitudes and demands of women towards
men; etc.).
Vivien literally took her husband away from
another woman, while she herself was married and with a child. She was married
for 20 years, and although she did suffer a little due to her divorce, she
still soon found a new partner, with whom she lived until the end of her days.
What I'm saying here is that it doesn't look like she paid the penalty for her
mistake in her life.
Regarding Michelle, most of the known facts
indicate that she still did not sleep with the boyfriends of other girls. These
were rumors started by Karen and Laura. But it’s also worth not discarding that
anonymous comment that says that Michelle might not be quite the angel she was
made to be. I'll mention one story here when Michelle made out with her
ex-boyfriend Victor outside his house after he dumped Laura Doyle; Laura
herself saw them at that moment, driving past Victor’s house in her car, and
she said to Michelle that she was “going to kill that bitch”, but unfortunately
her words were not taken seriously. Of course, there is nothing criminal in the
fact that Michelle was kissing the guy who at that time had no girlfriend. But
I think that this moment may have some resemblance to Vivien, who, in addition
to the aforementioned stealing of other woman’s husband, also on occasions
happened to end up in bed with other men.
It turns out that from what we know, Michelle most
likely did not make such a serious mistake in her life as to be drowned on the 17th
year of her life that had just begun. So why did she find herself in a life
situation that for many other people would have ended in much less bloodshed?
This means that most likely the mistake (* and maybe mistakes) was
made by her before her birth in the physical body of Michelle Avila - namely,
when she lived in her other lives.
(* There is still much to be learned about
reincarnation and how exactly we suffer for our mistakes. I am giving my
opinions here based on what I know now)
Assuming that she really was Vivien, then this
could be partial retribution for her mistakes. After all, the words “slut &
whore” that Laura and others called her do have certain reflections in Vivien
Leigh's behavior.
I think I need to ask the obvious question myself.
If we assume for a second that reincarnation is the real reason for my
synchronicities with Michel Avila and Vivien Leigh, then what are the chances
that with millions of people who lived in the last centuries and died before
July 1988, I was lucky to find my two former lives on the Internet? What are
the chances that both incarnations are famous people of some sort? One is known
because she’s an actress; and the other because her death was written about in
newspapers, books were written, films were made, and now people are making
videos about her for YouTube and other similar websites.
On one hand, the chances are very, very small. But
at the same time, I actually found on the Internet very important information
about the causes of stuttering, and then I found one of the most important
books - Thiaoouba Prophecy - which changed my life so much by teaching me a
lot. And soon I learned during the Astral projection that the soul really
exists, and this allowed me to stop being afraid of death.
So many unusual events have happened in my life,
including all my experience with Thiaooubians. I have already talked about them
both in the book and in other videos.
Personally, I wouldn't be surprised if it turned
out that I really was those people.
After I found out that reincarnation is real, I
often thought - "what if I could be that person, or that in my past
lives?". I understood that these thoughts were not the most serious and
discarded them, but nevertheless this experience showed that I had a desire to
learn about my past lives.
And considering all the rest of my life
experience, the Universe could really give me such an opportunity.
History, as it turned out, knows similar cases. I
am recording this addition to my video after I learned about the so-called
"Greenbrier Ghost".
The mother of the suddenly deceased daughter,
Zona, wanted to know how she died, and after numerous prayers, the Universe
answered her question, showing that Zona was killed by her husband, who
strangled her by breaking her neck. An autopsy performed after the exhumation
of the daughter's body showed that Zona did indeed have a broken neck, and
there were the marks of fingers on her throat. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greenbrier_Ghost
Then I had a moment when I thought about Stu from
Wes Craven’s movie Scream, and a few minutes later I saw a video on YouTube
about the house, which, according to the plot of the film, belonged to Stu's
parents. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyS8wDllozk
Whatever the reasons behind my synchronistic
experience with Missy & Vivien, I am glad to have it anyway because it has
reopened my eyes to what is the reason for my loneliness in this life. It lies
in my own mistakes that I have made in this and past lives. I remembered again
that I'm not the only one going through this. I saw a possible answer to my
long-standing question - why am I living such a life? Whether I was those
people in past lives or not, one can still draw some conclusions about what I
could have done in my past lives, for which I was destined to live my current
life. It’s clear that in this case, in my past lives I should have had both
love and sex.
(* According to the law of the Universe, a
person cannot suffer for nothing, or for the sins of other people. Therefore,
the souls living the first lives, and who have not yet had time to make a
mountain of mistakes, most likely have love relationships, families, etc.).
All this made my life easier again. And this may
well be another explanation for my synchronistic experience.
This is where this story ends.
If you have had any experience with synchronicities,
I would love to hear it in the comments.
